Things in life

Well... everything has returned the same, except that 爸爸 isn't around. I do miss him, he was funny in his own little way and we can't laugh about it together anymore. I miss his cooking and his smile the most but I really should move on. 2007 is nearly around the corner and I don't want to be here anymore.

Even though I don't know what I want to do because I was never asked about my future but I want to get out of here. I really want to move on but things set me back, mostly my mum since that I don't want to leave her until I know that she is ok, which she's not at the moment.

My life is messed up and a failure... !||i Orz

*Sigh* I need cheering up... I stumbled through Youtube and remembered something... I didn't watch the Children in Need stuff since that I was working but someone uploaded it and couldn't believe my ears... I guess she was nervous. (~__~; ) But there's a spoof version from the wonderful Chris Moyles (>v< )