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22.1.07

Feeling under the weather

Everything that has been going is going slowly to nowhere. I decided to sign up to University. But the main problem things are happening like this place wouldn't be here. I'm getting abit dishearting and hearing news that 爸爸 won't be staying in UK, so that means that when ever I feel that I want to see him and talk to him. I have to go to HK every three years and I don't think that I would have the money to see him or even talk to him. Very heart breaking for me... :(

But the more I think of it. I have to let this be... which I can't because I'm very much of a person who don't want to let go. Maybe I'm too use to everything unchanged and it's scary. I know that I should really think about myself, maybe I'm not fit as a human being.

I feel like shit. (~___~; )